I was telling my friend this afternoon that I suddenly felt like I am not the 'usual self' at the moment. Somehow, I felt bit annoyed by that. I couldn't find out the way to express, instead, I found a picture here to describe.
That's the picture from google after I typed 'atomic collision' for searching an image of that.
I think that best describes what I am facing - probably I am now in the stage shown in the middle: in transition. Put that in simpler terms, probably that means 'transformation'.
Thanks for everyone who shared with me their thoughts, listened to my ideas & discussed with me the issues I had, and ones who spent time accompanying.
Do think the 'transformation' will be completed very soon... July is coming - that will be another new stage of living.
Remarks: anyone knows that after the transition stage, is the 'total mass' the same as before though?